Old friend..

I guess everyone has a song for the right moment, and this is my song.. this is my story..

2 nights ago, I met him again, this time, he's different. Much different than who I remembered he was. I return home for a short holiday. We've talked on the phone and I've made it clear than I wanted to see him again. This meeting is important for me, I've not see him in one year. Twelve months of seperation- after our break up. One year, everyone changed,  I'm too have changed, a foreign person even to myself.

He called me, we made arrangement to meet in Melacca. Melacca is a special place to me, this is where I've spend more than two years of my life, sharing every moments of sweetness and love with him, the most special person in my life, my true love. As ironic as it sound, I am not only meeting him, but I am also going to meet his girl for the first time. This is not a one-to-one meeting, this is a 5 person date. Me with two of my friend, him with his significant others.

We met at a KTV in Melacca. I am not going to lie, my heart was beating really fast, my hands were shaking, I was nervous, I went to the bathroom a few times, I want to make sure I looked good, my hair was in place, my shirt was not messy, I want him to see the new, the better me. And then he knocked on our door, he has arrived. I opened the door and shook hands with the girl, and then to him. He smiled at me, he was glad to see me. It was awkward, I forced a smile on my face, I had too, the girl has no idea of our past, she can never know!

You might be wondering, why meet him now? why meet him with his girl? You are going to be heart broken again. The truth is, he couldnt have hurt me more than what he already did, and yes, who am I to fool, I would be lying to myself if I say I wasn't sad, because I was. In fact I was sad all the time for a year, for twelves days, each day for 365 days. He sat down right next to me. He looked rugged, aged a little over 12 months, but his smile, more handsome than before, it reminds me how that smile had stolen my heart 7 years ago..

I wish I could hold his hands, but I couldn't. I wish I could hug him, to let him know I am okay. I am doing okay without him. And they say, sweet memories are the ones that is going to last forever.

And nevermind.... I'll find.. someone like you.... I wish nothing but the best for you..
don't forget me, I begged, i'll remember you said, somethings it last in love but sometimes it hurt instead..

Enjoy the song..

"Someone Like You by Adele"

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember, you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember, you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember, you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember, you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead